new years
okay so new years eve i had a party here which was alot of fun. i think its been my best in a while. there were a few downfalls...the champagne made me a little sick and i puked but luckily i felt better by the time the ball dropped. i got the sweetest kisss from ben which just made my whole night better. unfortunately that is officially my last party while i still live here. reason being is that if im letting everyone come party at my house they should atleast respect me when i ask for one simple thing and that was to not do a certain drug in my house...obviously no one gave a shit about that request. then the next day i go to leave for the mall and notice a huge gaping hole in my hallway that no one will own up to. o well theres nothing i can do about it now but no more parties.
well my resolution for this year is to stop being such a lazy sack of shit and really try to do good in school. i hope this year doesnt involve anymore drama or bullshit and then we just have a good prom, graduation, and senior week. this past year was one of the craziest of my life. i must say the first part of it sucked. i had people in my life that were making me completely depressed and feeling bad about myself constantly. but fortunately i let go of those people and started to become a happier person. then theres summer which was great i got to hang out with a lot of people from school that i never really got the chance to get to know and im happy about that.and then theres ben...i met him at the end of summer and have been extremely happy ever since. when i first met him i never thought i would be with him now and be so in love with him. hes so perfect for me and has made me so insanely happy. i dont even want to know where i would be or what i would be doing if he wasnt in my life. hes my everything and i thank god everyday that i have him.
i guess thats all for now...happy new year everyone and i hope it will be a good one!
well my resolution for this year is to stop being such a lazy sack of shit and really try to do good in school. i hope this year doesnt involve anymore drama or bullshit and then we just have a good prom, graduation, and senior week. this past year was one of the craziest of my life. i must say the first part of it sucked. i had people in my life that were making me completely depressed and feeling bad about myself constantly. but fortunately i let go of those people and started to become a happier person. then theres summer which was great i got to hang out with a lot of people from school that i never really got the chance to get to know and im happy about that.and then theres ben...i met him at the end of summer and have been extremely happy ever since. when i first met him i never thought i would be with him now and be so in love with him. hes so perfect for me and has made me so insanely happy. i dont even want to know where i would be or what i would be doing if he wasnt in my life. hes my everything and i thank god everyday that i have him.
i guess thats all for now...happy new year everyone and i hope it will be a good one!