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i havent updated in such a long time...i guess thats b/c i only go online to check my mail. anyways, not too much has been goin on lately. i feel like im kinda in a rut right now basically because of the fact that i dont have a job. christmas is coming up so fast and i only have $50 saved for bens gift, not to mention the fact that his birthday is the 12th. my dad is giving me $250 tomorrow so that does help alot.since ben doesnt have the internet or even know i have a journal i guess i can tell u all what i plan on getting him. for his birthday im getting him a tablature book, a hat from pac sun that he really wants and some cd's or dvd's or somethin. for christmas im gonna get him some new cologne, a sweater or soemthing, and then go to painted flesh and find out how much they'll charge for the next tattoo he wants to get and then ill take him to get it cuz he keeps talking about how he wants it so bad but just cant afford it so i think that would be soemthing nice for him. kristin was tellin me today some of bens plans for me for christmas. he told her im definitely getting that tiffanys bead bracelet and that hes most likely taking me to see either the nutcracker or beauty and the beast. he said that basically ill just keep getting surprises throughout the day. i cant wait! i love him so much. other than all that not too much has been going on. life's been pretty boring lately partially because eddie decided to move back in with his parents b/c of lack of money so now theres really no place to party for a month or 2 until ben gets his apartment. i guess thats all for now..
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