Jan 20, 2006 18:49
yeah the title says everything...when do I watch ducktales? when Im mad and have to get my mind off of crap going on. so on to the crap...so I moved away from Virginia to go to school so I could be close to home and near family, leaving behind all my friends, a great school , and the love of my life. My mom called tonight to say that when they get the money they are going to sell the house and move to Iowa where my dad is from, and again they expect me to come with them. I really love it in Iowa and I would be able to see Tristan all the time, see Mike again and be there for Libby when she has her baby. But for some erason I want to be selfish and stay here to finish school...maybe go to grad school over there but honestly is it wrong of me to think that way? I feel bad but How could she ask me to do that again? after I have met up with so many old friends, made so many new ones and have already started to make plans for the future. I finally started to grow up and Im able to take care of myself...stand on my own two feet but she still wants me to be close to her, close to home. I love to visit and be at home near family but I also want to be on my own so I can get my life started figure out what Im going to do. I dunno Im just mad and stressed and upset. Urgh.
my little brother went in for his surgery this morning and he did well...they took out all 4 screws so now hes happy. He can join the military....maybe that will take the family spotlight off of me for the time being