Nov 11, 2004 12:15
God totally spoke to me through a song today.. like i am saying this to God..
And you said I know that this will hurt:
But if I dont break your heart:
Then things will just get worse:
If the burden seems too much to bear:
Remember:
The end will justify:
The pain it took to get us there.
What a year.. and it finally makes so much sense to me. I needed to be kicked on my butt REALLY REALLY hard to realize that God wants me to trust him. If it didnt happen how it did nothing would be how it is now. My life wouldnt be this. Yea I had a lot of pain in my life but this.. this wonderfulness makes every bit of pain worth it. Everything it took to get here was more than worth it. The happiness is worth every tear that fell. I always say.. We can make it through this one.. and i can say that in confidence. We've made it this far.. why cant we make it through one more struggle. Its going to be worth it.. and I dont know when the end will come.. but if the end had to be today.. i could look back and say.. it was all worth it.. the end justified the pain it took to get here. Its a beautiful thing to finally see sunshine after it rains.. to see the beauty in the small things. Things could never be more perfect...
Yay speshul eesh love.. signing out!