Holding Up
Im so glad that I am really clinging to and learning this whole trusting God thing because if I wasn't I'd prolly be a mess right now. I'm learning that none of this is my fault and it's not under my control which is interesting cuz many people think I'm a control freak. I'm actually really proud of myself and I hope "you" are too. I'm trying to keep a level head. Just trust God... the only one who can do anything. Im finally gettting through my head that I cant. For some reason.. beyond me.. Im ok. I dont know quite what I am but I'm still here. I for once am in control of my emotions and I'm not going to let myself break down for every thing anymore. I'm trusting God. Its so hard to which is kind of weird because He is God and if we trust anyone it should be Him but most of the time we dont. I really really really am trying. .CRAP. dgkpi c dguv htkgpf uvtg kupv gcua!!!!!!!
I'm sorry that that is all the detail i can get into but if you believe in God.. or in prayer.. Pray for me..
.please.
<3 Case