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So, it seems to be a case of three steps forward, a million steps back.
I'm getting more and more depressed every day, not just depressed but hopeless. My psychiatrist's solution is more medication. I've had vertigo for months to the point that I've crawled to the bathroom during the night to keep from bumping into walls/falling over. No one seems to know why this is happening. I haven't found a therapist. Out of the millions (hyperbole) I've called two responded. One of them showed up 45-60 minutes late for the two sessions we booked (I canned her) the other said I was too 'complicated' and she'd help me find someone more suited. At our last session she gave me a list of three people, none of whom took blue cross.
I have not felt healthy a day since this stupid surgery, whether it be mind or body.
I wish someone would kill me, since I don't have the energy/courage to do it myself. If you see me, just put a pillow over my face. Please.
I'm getting more and more depressed every day, not just depressed but hopeless. My psychiatrist's solution is more medication. I've had vertigo for months to the point that I've crawled to the bathroom during the night to keep from bumping into walls/falling over. No one seems to know why this is happening. I haven't found a therapist. Out of the millions (hyperbole) I've called two responded. One of them showed up 45-60 minutes late for the two sessions we booked (I canned her) the other said I was too 'complicated' and she'd help me find someone more suited. At our last session she gave me a list of three people, none of whom took blue cross.
I have not felt healthy a day since this stupid surgery, whether it be mind or body.
I wish someone would kill me, since I don't have the energy/courage to do it myself. If you see me, just put a pillow over my face. Please.