Cosmos
He looked at me and asked "Why do you hold back so much? Why are you so shy?," and I just stood there stupefied. Just throw me on the bed, I wanted; just kill me with goodbye. I know it and I feel it's coming, so let's just fuck until we can't move anymore and in the morning I'll leave and we'll just keep pretending. I love the way you look at night, while we make out on your car. You look at me and I'm not sure you see me, so I gave my voice away to the stars. I just want to know what the fuck you mean by those stupid things you say. Because everyone knows not to trust what anyone says when you're lying on your back and taking it. Don't caress me to sleep this time, because I'll never want you to stop. Don't put your hands in my hair because you know that's my favorite turn-on. Don't say I'm "beautiful when I blink at you like that" and don't tell me I'm "everything you want but don't at the same time." I tried to throw my voice away while stared up at the sky, and the stars fell one by one. You held my face in your hands and I knew that this moment is perfect but that's the reason I hate it so much. Do whatever feels good to you, I said when we first met, streetlights lighting up my face. You said I was the loveliest disaster you've ever seen, and I choked back the tears and smiled instead. Don't call me any of your stupid pet names, dont' make me feel like we belong. Because your arms are cold and lonely, sweetheart, and darling, so is my heart. I will fake my strength in front of you, never let that wall fall away. But I could've held on a little longer, my love, had I known you were never here to stay.
I am Pluto, my love
And dear, you are Mars
I broke my own fucking heart, baby
And together we destroyed the stars
I am Pluto, my love
And dear, you are Mars
I broke my own fucking heart, baby
And together we destroyed the stars