Overcoming the Flaws in Life
I love drawing,animation,anime,movies,religion,photography
But I cant make a living off of anime .
I do want to become a comic artist but i'm not sure if i really do want to be one.
I want to have a steady career and a family.
Have a small network of friends and fun hobbies outside of home with a side of exercise.
I love anime but when i do love it, sometimes i feel as though i'm becoming more distance from God and it makes me teary eyed for some reasons but with some kind of pain or regret because it's not real
I'm thinking about developing myself more with art such as drawing/painting describing scriptures from the bible once i regain my faith because i feel as though i'm losing it.
Anime makes me lose myself sometimes and makes me become more distant and unsocial from people.
I dont want that to become me.
I want to be a painter/ master drawer.
I dont want to create stories and draw them anymore deep down i really feel that because then i create idealistic individuals that i hope to meet someday ,instead of improving and advancing myself or skills to become a better person and more socialble although i am more of a home body at heart.
I want to make friends but who are kind hearted and sincere individuals who are both artistic/religious and active with a kind/gentle personality with a slight back bone with self esteem but with out ego and pride.
I truly want to paint other things too like a mixture of asian european style painting and another painting that's renaissance religious painting style like leonardo da vinci the master of it all.
I will only keep classic anime and then afterwards cut off from it completely but watch only live soap operas/movies from asia/europe or america.
And i pray that god will lead me to him more and more everyday ...please god help and guid me with your loving heart, amen.
(p.s : i still have interest in japan and there language but i'm trying to connect with italy abit more. I pray that there open to more cultures)
But I cant make a living off of anime .
I do want to become a comic artist but i'm not sure if i really do want to be one.
I want to have a steady career and a family.
Have a small network of friends and fun hobbies outside of home with a side of exercise.
I love anime but when i do love it, sometimes i feel as though i'm becoming more distance from God and it makes me teary eyed for some reasons but with some kind of pain or regret because it's not real
I'm thinking about developing myself more with art such as drawing/painting describing scriptures from the bible once i regain my faith because i feel as though i'm losing it.
Anime makes me lose myself sometimes and makes me become more distant and unsocial from people.
I dont want that to become me.
I want to be a painter/ master drawer.
I dont want to create stories and draw them anymore deep down i really feel that because then i create idealistic individuals that i hope to meet someday ,instead of improving and advancing myself or skills to become a better person and more socialble although i am more of a home body at heart.
I want to make friends but who are kind hearted and sincere individuals who are both artistic/religious and active with a kind/gentle personality with a slight back bone with self esteem but with out ego and pride.
I truly want to paint other things too like a mixture of asian european style painting and another painting that's renaissance religious painting style like leonardo da vinci the master of it all.
I will only keep classic anime and then afterwards cut off from it completely but watch only live soap operas/movies from asia/europe or america.
And i pray that god will lead me to him more and more everyday ...please god help and guid me with your loving heart, amen.
(p.s : i still have interest in japan and there language but i'm trying to connect with italy abit more. I pray that there open to more cultures)