Santa's coming? I know him!!!

[heavenstabetsy]

It's hard to feel a sense of "home" when nothing is stable, I suppose its my tainted eyes that make me see the instability as a scary thing. So some of you know I have a new/used room since thanksgiving and yesterday I definately walked into my old room, and got confused and then really sad. I didn't think I would care changing rooms, but I miss my little room, it felt like mine. Anyway things have actually been pretty busy, oh yes and don't you just love hearing gossip about yourself that is skewed? Sweet! I am so happy to be near my Ryan, he never makes me feel like I am a bad person, and really thats a big deal to me.

Looking forward to holiday party with mah ladies, christmas eve with my drunk mommy and Laura's kooky fam and my first christmas with Ry-dawg and whatever shananagans (no idea how to spell) will go down on new years.

Have a early Merry Christmas and late(ish) Happy Hannakah! (I don't know any kwanza participators sorry)

P.S. Where's santa when you need him?