Subject To Love
If I ever felt like this before I don't remember it. I wish I could see things through your eyes. So I could know exactly how you felt the first time you realised how it felt in YOUR heart. I wish I would've been able to hold you tighter at night...and show you better. I wish there were ways I could tell you the way I felt. But I couldn't. I couldn't take your hand and keep you here. I wish things could have been different. But now things are how I could never have imagined them before. The things I never dreamt of before are now alive in memory and sight. Things I never thought I could feel before I feel now. Things I never saw before I see now. Things I never thought I could change myself, changed before my eyes. Those same things that made us lose out in the first place. Those same things that made you realise how much you really loved me. Now here today every time I close my eyes, I see your face. Every time I smile my ears ring of your name. Every time I hear your voice I see angels in my heart. I think of the way things could of, would have been...and I'm glad they did'n't work that way. I'm thankful each and every day here and now, that you were able to walk away and here you we are today. Things couldn't be any better. As the flowers grow in the fields...as the sun shines through the bright blue sky...as the lighting brightens the darkest of night...this I know as God has brought me life unto myself. I couldn't ask for more, nor would I...all I want is you...and your love. Here and now...and forever more. My love for you will never die. Know this always!