do, do you love me??
- I've been cleaning.
- I've been frusturated.
- I've been procrastinating.
- I've been crying.
- I've been stupid.
- I've been lazy.
- I have not been doing my work,
or getting good grades. - I have not been trying.
- I've been taking everything for granted.
- I've been mean.
- I've been sad.
- I've been looking at old pictures..
..I've been unhappy with who I've become.
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i have been trying to clean my basement but it's not working, my family is a mess. none of us do anything we say we're going to. and we blame eachother for everything. for some reason it's like i don't even know this "family". i can't talk to any of them, i don't recognize them, and i can't go a conversation without getting mad at them. don't ask why because i'd like to know before you do. Things will get better. before november 19th, i hope.