Live and Learn. (Mini Sermon)
To date: I havnt been very active in my livejournal ha ha, I've been using myspace people!
Lots of stuff has been happening, such as I figured. Well overall, a mediocre month.
God has been working in me, I sense it, I've gone back and read my songs
and it feels like I'm waking up from death. I am proud to announce my baptism
and formal acceptance of christ. The true meaning of it is that you die
and christ enters in you through spiritual force. I have a cross hanging
on my neck with my baptismal date engraved.
And I cherish it with all my heart. And it feels like I'm on fire, constantly learning
reading, and praying. I have achieved this wake up call and I realise this world is
full of dark sin, and it comforts me to know that I have been saved spirtually for
a quenching thirst that I have been longing for. Also there is a downside which I'm
not liking that much, is the pain and hurt that I did to myself through sin. Its that
guilt which is your godly conscience telling you, you did big no no's. And you all know
of what I speak of.
If anything from this months lesson, God takes care of you, he loves you,
he never gets angry with your mistakes and (HE WILL ALWAYS TAKE YOU BACK)
I feel that he has been leading me on some kind of walk, to learn and trust
in him because he's showed me a few good things this month! Such as a
relationship thats been going on for 5 months on the 20th of July. He's
been giving me visions of success after my mistakes.
Like how I totaled my car and I have no transportation and my Girlfriend lives
30minutes away, through this we have been in temptation and sin through lust.
Guess what, God kinda gave me a mentality slap telling me I need to stop
throwing the fire on the gasoline.
"Love is patient, Love is Kind, Love will endure." And Yes, if it is true love, it will
endure everything. Even absence from your love. [1 Corinthians 13:4-8].
God has also shown me mercy, from my sin and gifted me with love and passion to learn
and reflect.
Lots of stuff has been happening, such as I figured. Well overall, a mediocre month.
God has been working in me, I sense it, I've gone back and read my songs
and it feels like I'm waking up from death. I am proud to announce my baptism
and formal acceptance of christ. The true meaning of it is that you die
and christ enters in you through spiritual force. I have a cross hanging
on my neck with my baptismal date engraved.
And I cherish it with all my heart. And it feels like I'm on fire, constantly learning
reading, and praying. I have achieved this wake up call and I realise this world is
full of dark sin, and it comforts me to know that I have been saved spirtually for
a quenching thirst that I have been longing for. Also there is a downside which I'm
not liking that much, is the pain and hurt that I did to myself through sin. Its that
guilt which is your godly conscience telling you, you did big no no's. And you all know
of what I speak of.
If anything from this months lesson, God takes care of you, he loves you,
he never gets angry with your mistakes and (HE WILL ALWAYS TAKE YOU BACK)
I feel that he has been leading me on some kind of walk, to learn and trust
in him because he's showed me a few good things this month! Such as a
relationship thats been going on for 5 months on the 20th of July. He's
been giving me visions of success after my mistakes.
Like how I totaled my car and I have no transportation and my Girlfriend lives
30minutes away, through this we have been in temptation and sin through lust.
Guess what, God kinda gave me a mentality slap telling me I need to stop
throwing the fire on the gasoline.
"Love is patient, Love is Kind, Love will endure." And Yes, if it is true love, it will
endure everything. Even absence from your love. [1 Corinthians 13:4-8].
God has also shown me mercy, from my sin and gifted me with love and passion to learn
and reflect.