we were both blind

Dec 09, 2004 21:28

We were all blind, it wasn't just u, Even i didn't see through him. I was on the outside looking in, not caught up in the emotion and yet i did not see it coming. I thought u had finally found someone good, i was so happy for u. Yet he ended up being the same as the last, maybe even worst. woun't he hate it if he reads this. yes i am comparing him to your last and he's just a bad. When ur last one did something wrong he (this one) would tell u that u deserved better, that he would treat u better. If you where his he never say or do those things, becuase u deserved better. Yes he thought he treat u so much better, but that was a lie like he didn't, instead he treat u like shit. yeah maybe u weren't perfect either, maybe u said something u shoun't have but u said were sorry. yet he refuses to belive u. U told him u cared and that he hurt u. yet he seems to not care. that as bad as the last one. He knew everything about u, he been there the past few years, he seemed to be a great friend but now we wonder if it was all a great act, did he ever really care. he probly did but now we got to wonder when he stoped. do u just stop caring cause someone saids a few mean things to u? i coun't and i know u can't yet he can, unless its her. if its from her its okay, he always had an excuse for her. y was it ok for her? cause she was hurt well so were u. yet she the only one that can be hurt, that can say thing u don't mean. I tried to be understanding and listen to both side. but he woun't. he thinks he right and u are wrong. and what was it he said he didn't like about u, that u had to always be right. well he has that same flaw, and u admitted that u were wrong, yet he woun't except it. he well never know how much he truly hurt u cause he thinks he done nuthin wrong. he like the last, he like the last. he hurt u but he doesn't even care, and that the worst. that what hardest on u and me. after over 2 years of knowing everything and being best friends one little fight can destroy it all, but that cause it never was true. u can't help but fell hurt and i will be here to help u through it just like the last. but don't fell stupid for not seeing it. i didn't either. he should fell ashamed of himeself but he woun't cause he doesn't care that much. i am sorry.
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