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i now know not to do what my wife says when she says go ahead. i am tired of being wrong every time i am in a confrontation with that psycho bitch. i love her to death, but i have found myself to be a person who doesnt like being around someone that i have no common core interests with. my wife is such a person, and now i am stuck by the family. mine and hers. i am tired of constantly taking the blame for her fat ass. i think now would be a great idea to just rap on her for all the shit she does that annoys the fuck out of me.
1- her infatuation with fashion.
2- going out shopping with her
3- having to help her with dinner everynight.
4- feeling obligated to help her with whatever she is doing when i am just trying to come home and relax.
5- not being able to do my drugs around her because she is a straight edge.
6- the sex....oh the sex. love the fact that she loves porn. hate the fact that the frequency of her putting out is maybe once or twice a month, and to top that off, complaining when i talk about sex or ask for sex. its like trying to set a shuttle launch. i am tired of it, and want the romance of just doing it WHENEVER, not to mention the fact that i am too big for her.
7- she is always trying to get me to put on her face treatment shit.
8- this one is the worst and makes me contemplate divorce every time i think about it. she... hates... my... drawings. its the one thing i am naturally good at, and for her to tell me she doesnt like it, its ok. but for her to tell me that she hates it... i think i need to get her out of my way.
9- her insisting that we have a huge wedding in hawaii. i know owe her dad in the uppers of 8000 dollars
10- she is constantly telling me that i cant do the english class alone. i could do it better than her if she would just get the hell out. the only thing that would be missing are the pictures and emails that the parents get. i think the parents would love to hear their children speaking English rather than recieve kiss ass emails.
i know there would probobly be more, but i am going to hold off there. i am sure this will all fade within time, but the more i read this, the angrier i get. i am no ones slave, and that is what it sounds like huh? in this marriage, i am a slave. i intend to fucking break this shit off the moment she is demanding a kid. i am not going to take that step ever with HER!! fuck that. i dont want kids anyways, and she is trying to change my mind. fuck that, i have better things to do in my life than to download all my bullshit onto some kids pristine innocent brain free of limits and prejudice. fuck that.
i hate my wife. i really do.
1- her infatuation with fashion.
2- going out shopping with her
3- having to help her with dinner everynight.
4- feeling obligated to help her with whatever she is doing when i am just trying to come home and relax.
5- not being able to do my drugs around her because she is a straight edge.
6- the sex....oh the sex. love the fact that she loves porn. hate the fact that the frequency of her putting out is maybe once or twice a month, and to top that off, complaining when i talk about sex or ask for sex. its like trying to set a shuttle launch. i am tired of it, and want the romance of just doing it WHENEVER, not to mention the fact that i am too big for her.
7- she is always trying to get me to put on her face treatment shit.
8- this one is the worst and makes me contemplate divorce every time i think about it. she... hates... my... drawings. its the one thing i am naturally good at, and for her to tell me she doesnt like it, its ok. but for her to tell me that she hates it... i think i need to get her out of my way.
9- her insisting that we have a huge wedding in hawaii. i know owe her dad in the uppers of 8000 dollars
10- she is constantly telling me that i cant do the english class alone. i could do it better than her if she would just get the hell out. the only thing that would be missing are the pictures and emails that the parents get. i think the parents would love to hear their children speaking English rather than recieve kiss ass emails.
i know there would probobly be more, but i am going to hold off there. i am sure this will all fade within time, but the more i read this, the angrier i get. i am no ones slave, and that is what it sounds like huh? in this marriage, i am a slave. i intend to fucking break this shit off the moment she is demanding a kid. i am not going to take that step ever with HER!! fuck that. i dont want kids anyways, and she is trying to change my mind. fuck that, i have better things to do in my life than to download all my bullshit onto some kids pristine innocent brain free of limits and prejudice. fuck that.
i hate my wife. i really do.