Writer's Block: Change for the Better over a Decade

[heavensbottosai]

wow, this is a GREAT one.  10 years ago.... hmmm, i was a kid who got into drawing at the time, i was inexperienced at life.  if i remember correctly, and for those of you who knew me at the time, i had a problem talking to people.  i was one of those kids that no one wanted to talk to.  funny how i am almost the opposite from what i was back then

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[heavensbottosai]

i think that is what i was trying to say, people are definatly multi faceted. the over population and lack of privacy i believe has lead to this, along with peer pressure to be something that you are not. but what i was refering to is the fact that while i really seem to care at many times, i could care less if cirtain tragedies were to befall someone. i will give you an example, i would not be emotionally distraught if my parents died. its not something that i find very sad. everyone dies sooner or later. everyone knows this and yet they have SUCH a hard time comprehending the fact they are gone. it doesnt matter if they are dead out of the womb, or if they die in a car crash, or they die from a cold blooded murderer. it doesnt matter to me. thats kind of what i am saying. i tend to see myself for what i really am, a cold blooded person who rarely feels anything for anyone anymore. but the one that i let everyone see is someone who is caring and responsive. i am not saying that that person isnt the real me, i am just saying that i dont let other people see that cold side of me. confused yet?