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hmmm. been a while since i wrote on this. oh well, and i hate for it to be about some bullshit.
masako and i had a fight. not really going to give details, but it was kind of bad. so i finally put my foot down and now she is sad. i dont know wether to feel like what i did was right and feel proud, or what i did was wrong and mean, and feel down.
well, right now, i feel down. i guess that is to be expected. wish i could take it back though. but i dont like it when the one person that i hold in the highest respect and reguards is telling me that she hates, even in a joking manner. i dont joke like that. i dont like it. and i am sure a lot of other people dont like it either. so here i am, in a rut, litterally shaking because i am not sure how this will come out. she is pretty upset, as well as yours truely. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...... i hate this!!!!!!!!! i just hope it passes like a storm. if not, oh well. i will just have to move on to greener pastures i guess. no foul play in that huh?
dear god, if you are out there, tell me what the hell if have to do to get rid of this..... uglyness in me.
masako and i had a fight. not really going to give details, but it was kind of bad. so i finally put my foot down and now she is sad. i dont know wether to feel like what i did was right and feel proud, or what i did was wrong and mean, and feel down.
well, right now, i feel down. i guess that is to be expected. wish i could take it back though. but i dont like it when the one person that i hold in the highest respect and reguards is telling me that she hates, even in a joking manner. i dont joke like that. i dont like it. and i am sure a lot of other people dont like it either. so here i am, in a rut, litterally shaking because i am not sure how this will come out. she is pretty upset, as well as yours truely. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...... i hate this!!!!!!!!! i just hope it passes like a storm. if not, oh well. i will just have to move on to greener pastures i guess. no foul play in that huh?
dear god, if you are out there, tell me what the hell if have to do to get rid of this..... uglyness in me.