looking @ me how the world sees me
"i wish u would take 15 minutes and see urself as the world sees you"
Current mood: lonely
Category: Friends
im told im beautiful dam near perfect...
then why am i alone?
im told "i wish you would take 15 minutes out to see you the way the world sees you"
i wish i could..
i dont see myself the way the world sees me i dont know if i ever will..
im not being depressed just doing alot of thinking...
my heart hasnt been whole since andrew, im afraid to give my heart to anyone fully...i wear my heart on my shoulder, and i hurt myself for other peoples happiness because i love my friends and family.. i dont want to hurt them i would rather hurt me then them.. but this time in life it has to be me first and everyone else second... i need to stop worrying about hurting others instead of myself.. "do you" im told.. well this time from here on i am.
i love my friends i love my family, and if they love me they will love me and just want to see me happy rather than make me feel hurt im doing me this time...
Current mood: lonely
Category: Friends
im told im beautiful dam near perfect...
then why am i alone?
im told "i wish you would take 15 minutes out to see you the way the world sees you"
i wish i could..
i dont see myself the way the world sees me i dont know if i ever will..
im not being depressed just doing alot of thinking...
my heart hasnt been whole since andrew, im afraid to give my heart to anyone fully...i wear my heart on my shoulder, and i hurt myself for other peoples happiness because i love my friends and family.. i dont want to hurt them i would rather hurt me then them.. but this time in life it has to be me first and everyone else second... i need to stop worrying about hurting others instead of myself.. "do you" im told.. well this time from here on i am.
i love my friends i love my family, and if they love me they will love me and just want to see me happy rather than make me feel hurt im doing me this time...