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69 [Accidental Video]

Apr 18, 2009 02:44

[Ashura is not in a happy place.

Well, that's putting it mildly. Ashura is curled up in a sort of tangle, shaking uncontrollably and weeping loudly. Any words that can be made out-- there probably aren't all that many-- have to do with people always going away, a promise, and being such a bad person that sie doesn't deserve anyone.Y...Yasha ( Read more... )

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japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 18:15:01 UTC

Ashura? What's the matter?

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 18:22:18 UTC

He p-promised! We said...s-s-said we wouldn't leave each other! He...

[Dissolves again into incoherent sobs]

Voice japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 19:04:15 UTC

[a log pause]

He... Yasha? I'm sure he would not have left you, given the choice. Unfortunately, the Hibou do not care about the promises we make one another in this place.

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 19:06:58 UTC

[Not getting any less hysterical] He can't be gone--everyone always leaves, or dies, they always-- Yasha promised, he's strong, he wasn't going to go away! Did Ashura do something??

Voice japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 19:10:12 UTC

You didn't do anything. And I'm sorry that he was taken from you. The rest of us are still here, however, as small a comfort as that may be.

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 19:15:35 UTC

You'll go away, too! Everyone leaves--Ashura doesn't deserve anyone! That's why--Melone left, too, and Matsuri-chan, and everyone else will leave Ashura, too! If Yasha didn't stay, no one else will, either!

Voice japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 19:20:27 UTC

I can't promise I won't leave. I have no control over that... none of us do. But you cannot live in fear of being left alone, Ashura. You should spend time with your friends here while you can, and make the most of it.

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 19:24:02 UTC

It doesn't matter! None of it... None of it matters if he's gone. Ashura is alone already...

[Starts sobbing again, a little more quietly than before]

Voice japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 19:29:24 UTC

You're not alone. As I said, we are still here.

...would you like me to come by for awhile? I know I cannot replace Yasha, but I don't like seeing you sad.

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 19:31:27 UTC

Ashura doesn't know...Ashura doesn't...doesn't want to be alone, but...Yasha... It's not the same, and he shouldn't be gone, and Ashura doesn't know what to do anymore...

Voice japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 19:35:23 UTC

...it will be all right. You were okay before he came, weren't you? You'll see each other again, I'm sure.

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 19:39:32 UTC

It won't. Ashura can't...Ashura can't deal with this!

Voice japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 19:44:27 UTC

It will be. I can promise you that.

...do you remember when we met? I was very sad then, and you made me feel better. I would like to repay that debt to you, even in a small way.

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 19:48:35 UTC

[Have a slightly hysterical, more than slightly bitter laugh]

Don't make promises to Ashura. They're not true... If Yasha can't keep his promise, no one can.

Voice japansnewdawn April 17 2009, 19:52:29 UTC

This is a promise the owls cannot force me to break. It's something I know from experience. It hurts, when someone you care about goes away, and it will always hurt a little, but it will not always hurt as much as it does right now.

Voice heavens_schism April 17 2009, 19:58:22 UTC

Don't say something like that!

[Crying harder] Ashura won't forget him! Not ever, not even a little bit!

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