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Becks...chick, you currently fall under the scope of one of my "wiked mates" so the post had absolutely nothing to do with you, apart from the wiked mates part. Im looking forward to you coming back so we can get things back to normal ie you being trashed on the floor...wouldnt want it any other way!
Ok so i decided to tell Dave about kissing Mark, mainly cause guilt was eating me up and because he thought i had accused him of it. He took it far too well and said that kissing sumone was not cheating. I was like "if i found out you had kissed sumone i would be going mental and i would consider it cheating" He kept being all nice about it which was making me angry cause he was practically saying "im not mad im disappointed" and then saying that i had done the hardest part which was telling him.
I kept getting really angry cause he as showing no emtion whatsoever, not even hurt and when i asked him why he said that it had been done so many times to him that it jus didnt effect him as much any more.
I was the one that cheated yet i was the only one getting angry, i wanted him to shout or walk out or sumfin to show that he cared and this was a big deal and he as acting as if it was nothing.
I asked him what i would have to do to get him angry or sho some emotion at which point he said " Yes i am hurt, i never thought i would hear the words "i cheated on you" of all people and i forgive you and i love you."
I couldnt look him in the eyes and he kept tryin to hug me and i jus couldnt.
I said he better get home cause he had work early and he said he would come round this evening and not to let this affect me that much cause it really wasnt a big deal. He kissed me on the forehead cause i avoided his face full stop and then left.
To me kissing someone other than your bf/gf is cheating. After 6 months you shouldnt have the urge to kiss sum1 else regardless of emotional state or problems in the relationship. Im not being hard on myself im jus not gonna be a hipocrite and be like yeah its ok for me to kiss sum1 else but you cant.
Help!
Ok so i decided to tell Dave about kissing Mark, mainly cause guilt was eating me up and because he thought i had accused him of it. He took it far too well and said that kissing sumone was not cheating. I was like "if i found out you had kissed sumone i would be going mental and i would consider it cheating" He kept being all nice about it which was making me angry cause he was practically saying "im not mad im disappointed" and then saying that i had done the hardest part which was telling him.
I kept getting really angry cause he as showing no emtion whatsoever, not even hurt and when i asked him why he said that it had been done so many times to him that it jus didnt effect him as much any more.
I was the one that cheated yet i was the only one getting angry, i wanted him to shout or walk out or sumfin to show that he cared and this was a big deal and he as acting as if it was nothing.
I asked him what i would have to do to get him angry or sho some emotion at which point he said " Yes i am hurt, i never thought i would hear the words "i cheated on you" of all people and i forgive you and i love you."
I couldnt look him in the eyes and he kept tryin to hug me and i jus couldnt.
I said he better get home cause he had work early and he said he would come round this evening and not to let this affect me that much cause it really wasnt a big deal. He kissed me on the forehead cause i avoided his face full stop and then left.
To me kissing someone other than your bf/gf is cheating. After 6 months you shouldnt have the urge to kiss sum1 else regardless of emotional state or problems in the relationship. Im not being hard on myself im jus not gonna be a hipocrite and be like yeah its ok for me to kiss sum1 else but you cant.
Help!