hey. sorry i didn't make more of an effort at the house party. im not very good around people i don't know esp right now. u looked really not-ok in the kitchen and i wasnt sure how to act cuz i havent seen u in ages and ive been off on my own weird...thing. but i really regret not giving you a big hug cuz that's what i wanted to do.
sam, tell him what he means to you hun. it sounds obvious but maybe he needs to know. blah. i hate it when they do the whole cowardly, evasive crap which makes you want to eat your own head when you realise in hindsight that uve bein too understanding and supportive and trusting n it's meant that they've gotten away with not having to talk about whatever shit has clearly been going on in their head to do with your relationship. the way they make you feel like a fool, just cuz they couldnt be bothered to fucking communicate. well, tell him, n see what he says, you can't leave it on him letting you down. not until you've at least put him in his place about it. it sounds like some weird miscommunication thing....you were both keen to make time for one another at one point. shit *hugs* you are the coolest, sweetest, most generous caring friend ever.
you can't cry hun, you're my inspiration, so strong! you're too nice for this
love you x
ps stars and video action or whatever it is are lookin for ppl :D im going to apply lol u should too.
sorry i didn't make more of an effort at the house party. im not very good around people i don't know esp right now.
u looked really not-ok in the kitchen and i wasnt sure how to act cuz i havent seen u in ages and ive been off on my own weird...thing.
but i really regret not giving you a big hug cuz that's what i wanted to do.
sam, tell him what he means to you hun. it sounds obvious but maybe he needs to know.
blah.
i hate it when they do the whole cowardly, evasive crap which makes you want to eat your own head when you realise in hindsight that uve bein too understanding and supportive and trusting n it's meant that they've gotten away with not having to talk about whatever shit has clearly been going on in their head to do with your relationship. the way they make you feel like a fool, just cuz they couldnt be bothered to fucking communicate.
well, tell him, n see what he says, you can't leave it on him letting you down. not until you've at least put him in his place about it.
it sounds like some weird miscommunication thing....you were both keen to make time for one another at one point.
shit *hugs*
you are the coolest, sweetest, most generous caring friend ever.
you can't cry hun, you're my inspiration, so strong!
you're too nice for this
love you x
ps stars and video action or whatever it is are lookin for ppl :D im going to apply lol u should too.
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