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I just got home from my grandpas. My mom told me that shes bringing me to the hospital to see my nana at 8:30 am and then driving me straight home.
fuck. I needed to see my friends. I can't blame anyone... my nanas surgery was bumped up to noon and my ma needs to be there. ...but its still not fair. I doubt I can come home again christmas.... and nobody ever visits.
Why does everything work out like this? I was so excited and now I'm just even more sad then when I left maine. So now that my throat is tight from fighting back tears...
I might as well go to bed and let my mind rest cuz this is depressing shit. [edit: fuck it... big silent real tears. ones that sting my throat and give me a stomach ache long after I'm done.]
goodnight. I'm very sorry guys. I really did want to stay. You have no idea..
Roommates ...I guess I have to be home around noon now. FYI.
Hope your thanksgiving was better than mine.
fuck. I needed to see my friends. I can't blame anyone... my nanas surgery was bumped up to noon and my ma needs to be there. ...but its still not fair. I doubt I can come home again christmas.... and nobody ever visits.
Why does everything work out like this? I was so excited and now I'm just even more sad then when I left maine. So now that my throat is tight from fighting back tears...
I might as well go to bed and let my mind rest cuz this is depressing shit. [edit: fuck it... big silent real tears. ones that sting my throat and give me a stomach ache long after I'm done.]
goodnight. I'm very sorry guys. I really did want to stay. You have no idea..
Roommates ...I guess I have to be home around noon now. FYI.
Hope your thanksgiving was better than mine.