Jan 02, 2006 03:11
...New Year, Fresh Start...
I took the time to look back on the last year of my life tonite...
I've been taught so many lessons and so much about life...
I'm looking forward to this year.
So New Year's didn't go exactly how I pictured it, but thats okay because I've realized that things are perfect in their own way...For instance I was really bummed that Dane had to work on New Year's eve till like 1 in the morning, but he ended up taking me and my brother, sister, and 3 cousins with him there. So, I ended up getting a kiss at midnight after all :)...We went with Robby to Tony's house, I dunno i guess I just didn't feel like going there for some reason or something, but I'm not one to complain very much ::sacrastically laughing:: hahahaha...Newayz, I got REALLY trashed, trashed to the point i was convinced i was going to leave because i was hungry and tired so Dane handed me his car keys and told me to pick him up in the morning, because I was that set on leaving...He looked really worried though and very upset because he thought something bad was going to happen to me, So then Robby wanted to go with me when i finally got up to leave, I knew he would newayz because robby is like my brother and always worries about me...THAT MOFO WAS TRASHED MAN...So we get in the car and i start it REALIZING HOW FUCKED UP I WAS, but not saying anything...(I've driven dane's car a few times before, so i REALLY was convinced i could fucked up too)...So I start it, and then Robby is like are u gonna turn on the lights?? i was like oh yeah...so i went searching everywhere for the headlights, Robby kept asking if i was sure i could drive, i was like yeah, yeah, yeah...and then i go to put the car in drive, well the shifter or whatever thing is on the steering wheel for some reason i though it was in the middle of the driver and passenger seat...so i spent 10 minutes looking for it and i kept turning on the lights to find it...Then i realized where it was, and robby is like thinking we're gonna die...well basically after 10 minutes of reversing because I couldn't get around the ditches because they kept moving...Robby just drove, a pointless drive because mcdonalds was closed, but it was still fucking hilarious because me and robby we're both sooo fucked up and the only stupid part was we shouldn't of been driving...But it was perfect in the fact that I got to share my stupid moment with Robby and we had fun...:)...Then I went back to tony's for a little bit, but i ended up falling asleep in Dane's arms because he was saying the most PERFECT stuff in my ear and he was just sooo comfortable. So we went to andrew's house and cuddled all night. another big plus :)...
I was fucked up enough, where I woke up at 4:30 today, and still hadn't broken my seal so i woke up drunk still...i was seriously dizzy from about 5 till 7 after i peed at Golden China.
So, hmmm...I'm really bored and it's like 4 in the morning and I'm prolly gonna go to work with Dane tomorrow so I should get some sleep because I have to get up at a reasonable hour, so I can be ready. :)
I was glad to talk to Jessa on New Year's because I LOVE THAT GIRL, I'm kind of sad because i was looking at all my old journal entries and the last time I seen her was in August and its JANURARY! wtf is that shit? :'( it makes me want to cry, okay now i really need to go to bed...cuz i'm too tired to be thinking about this right now, but the plus...she'll be in my bed on Janurary 19th for when i go to sleep :)...
sleep time. LOVE YOU ALL... HuGz -n- KiSsEz...*mauh*