Dec 09, 2005 00:03
...MY BABY came and visited me for a couple hours today even though it was snowing and everything he drove all the way from his house to come see me :). It made me very happy and excited and it made me smile :). Of course he always makes me smile. He gives me that feeling in my heart that I don't think ANYONE in this world could ever make me feel...
...I'm going with Robby tomorrow morning again, so I kinda have to get to bed early. I haven't really been getting to sleep earlier, but then again i haven't been sleeping in really late so i guess its okay. Either way tomorrow shall be fun because my baby is coming back into town and i get to spend the morning with one of my best friends.
...Sta-Sta's birthday is on Saturday. PARTY HARDY for sure. :)...There's already a whole bunch of freakin people going, so we gotta figure out all the details. And Nae-Nae, Valerie, LisSe, LaLa...you guys know once i get all the details and everything set u'll be invited for sure. :)
...I seriously LOVE my life right now, I completely believe in the things get worse before they get better. I'm with a guy that i really love and that would do anything to make me happy and that truely loves me the way i deserve to be loved, I have some of the best friends in the world, theres no more drama around, things are going great, I'm almost finished with school and instead of taking the easy way out and just getting my G.E.D i'm actually concentrated and set on getting my diploma, I'm going to apply at a daycare for a job because as everyone knows i freakin LOVE kids and this one daycare is hiring. :). GOTTA LOVE IT.
...I'm gonna get my hair cut and dyed soon. :)
...So like a couple months ago when i was in my "blah stage" for a quick minute...I was approached about a modeling thing and i got some stuff in the mail and people been telling me to model since i was like...probably 15...and I'm actually thinking of pursuing it. I dunno though, It'll be an awsome experience thats for sure and if i get into it its like 250 to walk down the runway and back and everyone who knows me knows i was born to be famous, i would even make a really good actress. :)!!!!
...I realized today I'm one of the most UNIQUE people in the world. I am an individual. Everyone who knows me knows that I don't give a fuck what other people think about me and thats the best type of attitude to have, which is why i hang out with the people that i do. BECAUSE WELL when u put that many great people in a room, great ideas and things happen. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.
...Probably gonna go work on my "little projects" that I'm working on right now for a little bit and then get to bed because like i said earlier i'm going with robby, but get ahold of me tomorrow guys and maybe we can have some fun :). LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH! *kisses* and goodnight.
...Played Out. kinda sucks doesn't it??
...One thing i've learned in my life, is no matter what happens to me I ALWAYS END UP ON TOP in some way, shape, or form...and the people that have stayed in my life are my support thats never going to leave me. It's a win, win situation for me and everyone around me because so long as we have eachother nothing can STOP US. hehehehehe.