Nov 18, 2004 22:14
Today was amazing. I skipped 6th hour because I felt that if I went, I might rip all of my hair out. Rei and I went to VP until school got out. Then we went back and picked up Lauren and I saw Kenny. We made plans to hang out after school.
I went to Anna's and then got Kenny. We hung out for a while. It was grand, I don't know why but for some reason he makes me so happy. I've never looked forward to talking to a person, as much as I do over him. It's CRAZY... crazy like a FOX!
I also found out today that Lauren and I are going to be published in the same Peotry Anthology. Here is my entry:
Escape From Darkness
Longing for something, Something to save me.
This bleeding heart,
These tears of sadness.
Then, You step into the darkness,
The blurriness, of my mind.
I long to drift into the lines,
The contours, of your face.
To listen to your thoughts,
To try to understand the story of you,
In the book of our lives.
Will I ever get to experience this?
Is this just a fantasy?
I know in my heart thatI must never surrender
to the power of failure.
We don't live forever.
I MUST go on, for the simple reason of
Not losing.
Not slipping into the darkness.
I love it. I'm so excited for it to come out! SPRING 2005 bitches! Anywho, I'm going to go ogle over my life some more.
Peace and Love