Jul 22, 2006 21:26
I'm pist, he breaks my heart, We both move on and stop talking to each other, he comes back to me and says he doesnt want to be without me, we both give up everything for each other once again, he says wait for the relationship to come, so i wait....and wait....and wait. It's been almost 3 months of waiting, and he says keep waiting. I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of wasting, I'm tired of feeling used, I'm tired of worrying, I'm tired of wishing, I'm tired of trying....I'm tired of it all.....
So why do I stay around? Why dont I let go? Why can I not stop loving him? Why cant he just be happy with me forever and stop waiting?
I'm a joke, I honestly am. I dont blame everyone for thinking I'm stupid because I truely am.