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Well hello fellow bloggers. My dearest journal, how I have missed you. I have been wanting to just write for awhile so I dont know why I haven't. It's still hard to believe that I'm out of high school and moving on into the real world. All in all high school wasn't that bad. Freshman year when you meet every body, Sophomore year when all I did was go to the games and when I got into my first big relationship (still wondering if that was a good idea, haha), junior year when I made cheer, that was my funnest year. I had the time of my life at all of those sike parties and the competitions and the girls in cheer. Then big senior year, where you want it all to end and you're ready to get out. Well I finally got out and I have to say I got alot out of high school. I learned alot from mr. Angelos. He was more than a teacher to me but rather a good friend that I would turn to if I had a problem with my family or what not. And I met Mathew, that's always a blessing. He is my new best friend, not to replace my others but he means the world to me. He proved so much and he has grown up so much. I love him more than words can say. Hopefully god will keep him in my life for a long time, hopefully forever. I love you so much baby. But now it's time to move on to college and I still wonder if I made the right decision by staying here for two years instead of going to Eastern. But the reason I was going to Eastern was to get away from this place and now I have come to realize that e-town isn't that bad. I still feel like I disappointed so many people by not going. Maybe in two years. I'm sure I'll make it wherever I go. I believe in myself and I have friends that believe in me too so I'm sure that I can tough it out. I need to start trying to spend time with more of my old friends though, like Sarah and Jacie. God us girls used to have the best time together, not that all of it was legal but it was still fun! The car break down on the freeway, come on. I hope that our lifestyles havent changed that much to the point where we cant be that close again, cuz those are my girls on the real. And my dearest Marissa, she'll always be there but she's not always there if you know what I mean. But I know I'll be at her wedding in no time, her and Jacob proved everyone wrong so good job guys. 18 years flew by in a way. It's kinda sad but I'm glad that the drama part is over. Now on to college, work and my boyfriend. yay for me. I'll post more later. bye bye!
xoxoxo brittany
xoxoxo brittany