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i'm really sleepy but i wanna update about my night because it was fun so here it goes .. went to pick up shannon n jess around 6:00 n we headed to the bowling alley, nicole showed up next .. then kristen and we waited a lil for zac but then went in and started playing. he called my phone n said he was there so i went to meet him n he joined in the game. me and kristen were gonna steal the sexy neon bowling shoes to wear to school with our skirts .. haha .. you know you'd want a pair. i hadn't really talked to jess that much before-i mean i met her at the gala but we didn't talk much but tonight .. omg we talked to much and had so many laughs lol ... we're mean, but funny so it's all good. kristen and i had our usual "bathroom talk" lol (everytime we go to the alley we go in the bathroom n have a talk.) then the issue about me cheating on zac came up because he read the survey i had posted and saw where it said "have you ever cheated on a bf/gf?" and i said "define cheating" so he wanted to know what had happened but i didn't wanna tell him, not that i was so much afraid that he would get mad .. just that i already felt bad about it and that was one of the reasons i did what i did the end of january =/ (i got hit in the head by nicole and zac when i told them what i did) so i didn't wanna bring it up again because i still can't believe i did that, i dono why i did (it's not like i slept with the kid or anything .. but still .. i feel bad because i was going out with zac) that doesnt' say anything good about me as a person--don't get me wrong, i really really liked zac ... maybe even loved him but this kid lives near me and was very persistant and just wouldn't give up .. and i didn't see zac too much outside of school .. soo ... :( umm zac put glitter on my seat so i sat down and had a glitter covered ass .. i was a human disco ball lol. we finished bowling and then went to mcdonalds amd hung around, then went to the pet store and then papa ginos .. had some laughs..then me, shannon, kristen, jess and nicole piled into shannon's car and headed home. i had a great night with you guys, so many laughs. zac i really don't hate you even though im mean to you..it's just fun lol. well i'm tired and i'm falling asleep at the computer so i'm gonna head to bed.
<3 ali
"lying in your arms, so close together didn't know just what i had
now i toss and turn cuz i'm without you how i'm missing you so bad
where was my head? where was my heart? no i cry alone in the dark"
<3 ali
"lying in your arms, so close together didn't know just what i had
now i toss and turn cuz i'm without you how i'm missing you so bad
where was my head? where was my heart? no i cry alone in the dark"