You know... [He leans back, glancing up at the ceiling.] I seemed so damn sure of it when I went out there. Even when I died, I don't think I regretted it much. But now...
I guess it's hit me just what I left behind. And now, I'm not so sure if it was worth it.
[Takes another swig of vodka] I knew what I wanted to do and why I was doing it, but...even at the end, I did feel some guilt for leaving it all up to the others like that.
Maybe there was more we could've done alive. Maybe--
And then I look at Alle now, and... I feel like hell for leaving him and the others behind. And I look at what I have now, this new 'chance' we've been given, what I've managed to get in this place...maybe we died too damn early.
...you know we can't change what we did, though. As much as we want to...
But one thing you said is definitely true. We've been given another chance, as odd as it seems. Makes me wish that the other girls were here so I could apologize.
...I'm afraid to ask what happened. [Flops down next to him, ready to take that bottle of vodka, kthx.]
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You know... [He leans back, glancing up at the ceiling.] I seemed so damn sure of it when I went out there. Even when I died, I don't think I regretted it much. But now...
I guess it's hit me just what I left behind. And now, I'm not so sure if it was worth it.
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[Takes another swig of vodka] I knew what I wanted to do and why I was doing it, but...even at the end, I did feel some guilt for leaving it all up to the others like that.
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And then I look at Alle now, and... I feel like hell for leaving him and the others behind. And I look at what I have now, this new 'chance' we've been given, what I've managed to get in this place...maybe we died too damn early.
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But one thing you said is definitely true. We've been given another chance, as odd as it seems. Makes me wish that the other girls were here so I could apologize.
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Maybe the others from your world will show up too some time. I'm lucky that Allelujah was here.
This second chance...we can't let it go to waste. No regrets, hm? It's done me pretty well here so far.
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