christmas eve...
so once again im tired. i was planning on going bak to bed once my mom got home from jazzercise but i ended up having to run errands for her and stuff. she was here watching maya... i didnt want to in case the girl decided she wanted to throw up again :-S
argued with eric online for a bit. that wasnt a happy time for me... it sux liking sumone so much and them not wanting to be with you. i did go over to his for a little bit to get my curling iron. we talked a little bit about how he's all alone for christmas and stuff... he feels really bad and i felt really bad for him. all the anger i had for him went away the minute i saw his face when he opened the door. i wanted to stay with him and make sure he was ok but he had to get ready to hang out with kristin. that made me sad b/c i wanted to be the one being there for him... but i guess i hafta understand that he does have other ppl in his life... other girls more importantly. b/c he doesnt want to be with me... ok im done making myself sad.
i drove around then b/c amerz wasnt ready for me to come over.. i went thru the old neighborhood. slowed down reallllllly slow passing the old house. i sooo just wanna go up to the door, ring the doorbell, and have em show me around. i miss that house. ive actually rang the doorbell once b4 and asked to have a tour but the lady was all asian and confused. it was sad.
went over to amy's. she got a new cell phone adn we played wiht that for awhlie. it's not even fair b/c her phone was one of the 99 cent ones and it had the thing where u can have a different ring for every person. mine doesnt even have that! i cried when i found out. we exchanged cds. man i was sooo suprised with wut she got me. i had no idea how she knew exactly wut i wanted. CrAzY! ;-) i helped her wrap her daddy's present and then i had to come home b/c mi madre called me.
i got home and my sister was here already. dan went to go get gramma then and soon after my brother and his wife and their baby got here. we ate. took gramma home. and opened presents. i got 2 pairs of jeans, a sweatshirt, a cute shirt, shoes, 3 super cute pairs of socks, pictures of zoe, dollas, and finding nemo! i get to open my stocking tomorrow and i kno that i'll get cds and lotion and stuff in there so YAY!!!
after talkin with kos today it just really made me realize how lucky i am to have my family to spend christmas with. and just how well off we are...
ughh it's time for a private entry... :(
argued with eric online for a bit. that wasnt a happy time for me... it sux liking sumone so much and them not wanting to be with you. i did go over to his for a little bit to get my curling iron. we talked a little bit about how he's all alone for christmas and stuff... he feels really bad and i felt really bad for him. all the anger i had for him went away the minute i saw his face when he opened the door. i wanted to stay with him and make sure he was ok but he had to get ready to hang out with kristin. that made me sad b/c i wanted to be the one being there for him... but i guess i hafta understand that he does have other ppl in his life... other girls more importantly. b/c he doesnt want to be with me... ok im done making myself sad.
i drove around then b/c amerz wasnt ready for me to come over.. i went thru the old neighborhood. slowed down reallllllly slow passing the old house. i sooo just wanna go up to the door, ring the doorbell, and have em show me around. i miss that house. ive actually rang the doorbell once b4 and asked to have a tour but the lady was all asian and confused. it was sad.
went over to amy's. she got a new cell phone adn we played wiht that for awhlie. it's not even fair b/c her phone was one of the 99 cent ones and it had the thing where u can have a different ring for every person. mine doesnt even have that! i cried when i found out. we exchanged cds. man i was sooo suprised with wut she got me. i had no idea how she knew exactly wut i wanted. CrAzY! ;-) i helped her wrap her daddy's present and then i had to come home b/c mi madre called me.
i got home and my sister was here already. dan went to go get gramma then and soon after my brother and his wife and their baby got here. we ate. took gramma home. and opened presents. i got 2 pairs of jeans, a sweatshirt, a cute shirt, shoes, 3 super cute pairs of socks, pictures of zoe, dollas, and finding nemo! i get to open my stocking tomorrow and i kno that i'll get cds and lotion and stuff in there so YAY!!!
after talkin with kos today it just really made me realize how lucky i am to have my family to spend christmas with. and just how well off we are...
ughh it's time for a private entry... :(