May 26, 2009 14:18
ok there is this girl i met with some friends and i thought she was cute and i wanted to get in her pants. well we hung out at a party one day and she wanted a 4some. well one guy chickened out, and another just vibrated her a bit and left me to her. we never had sex i was too big for her. i gave her, her 1st orgasm and we had a great time. only problem is she made sure i knew i was just practice for another guy she's into, and now i'm forming a crush. not only do i not want a relationship, i can't have one with her as you see. i don't want to like her for anything but sex, 'cause anything more will end up crushing me. and a relationship is too much worrying and bullshit. i want to be free to do with whom i want.