You just do you and I'ma do me
I think I finally get what I was told. I need to figure out my own life before I can place myself in someone else's life. I had my priorities backwards. I was watching the Super Bowl recap on Hulu last night and I almost cried when it started. I get so excited when I watch the game, not just the game but my team. I get a butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach, like I did with this guy. Maybe I really am not looking for a relationship right now, maybe I'm just looking for what I think is going to make me happy; and maybe that is not a relationship like I thought it was. My team is like a family, they all refer to each other as such and I want to be a part of that family someday. Could this guy still change my mind? Yes. However, I am not aiming for him anymore. I am aiming for Green Bay, and if he happens to change his mind before I get there then maybe I will too.
The thought of going so far away from everything I'm used to both scares and excites me. What makes me nervous is trying and failing. What if I move my entire life and don't make it? Have I lost anything? I don't think so, because I think overall the journey is going to be just as exciting as actually making it.
The thought of going so far away from everything I'm used to both scares and excites me. What makes me nervous is trying and failing. What if I move my entire life and don't make it? Have I lost anything? I don't think so, because I think overall the journey is going to be just as exciting as actually making it.