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2 whole fucking weeks.
these have been the SLOWEST weeks in my entire life.
& my luck, a lot of shit has been throw at me, without him here.
my uncle dan died. i still can't believe it.
i've never sat & cried on the phone with my dad since the first time we talked on the phone.
he swears on his life he's coming to my graduation.
he's suppost to come here about a week before.
we'll chill here for a few days then we're going to michigan for a family reunion on my dad's dad's side. if that makes any sense. he's my grandpa, i've just never met him before.
i was suppost to go to florida for my uncle's funeral, but it was scheduled on the one day i defiently couldn't go down here, of course.
this friday i have to get tested for the blood clotting problem.
the same problem that killed my aunt lisa, almost killed my dad, made my uncle scott lose his leg, & now took my uncle dan too..
i'm really worried because the lady at the blood doctor place said that i really need the test asap because of my family history with it.
saturday i'm going to take annie to the vet, which i'm kinda worried about too.
i hate to say it, but she's getting old. she's never had anything wrong with her ever though. so i dunno.
if anything ever happened to her, my mom would have to check me into a mental hospital.
& levi doesn't come back till fucking sunday.
the whole thing with him is so real, it's scary. i'm still not sure what to think about all of it, but i have a really good feeling about it.
& graduation project has been kicking my ass.
most of all, i miss kimmie.
these have been the SLOWEST weeks in my entire life.
& my luck, a lot of shit has been throw at me, without him here.
my uncle dan died. i still can't believe it.
i've never sat & cried on the phone with my dad since the first time we talked on the phone.
he swears on his life he's coming to my graduation.
he's suppost to come here about a week before.
we'll chill here for a few days then we're going to michigan for a family reunion on my dad's dad's side. if that makes any sense. he's my grandpa, i've just never met him before.
i was suppost to go to florida for my uncle's funeral, but it was scheduled on the one day i defiently couldn't go down here, of course.
this friday i have to get tested for the blood clotting problem.
the same problem that killed my aunt lisa, almost killed my dad, made my uncle scott lose his leg, & now took my uncle dan too..
i'm really worried because the lady at the blood doctor place said that i really need the test asap because of my family history with it.
saturday i'm going to take annie to the vet, which i'm kinda worried about too.
i hate to say it, but she's getting old. she's never had anything wrong with her ever though. so i dunno.
if anything ever happened to her, my mom would have to check me into a mental hospital.
& levi doesn't come back till fucking sunday.
the whole thing with him is so real, it's scary. i'm still not sure what to think about all of it, but i have a really good feeling about it.
& graduation project has been kicking my ass.
most of all, i miss kimmie.