Smiling Again
For the first time in months I smiled this weekend and it felt realy good. I finaly got back in touch with my old freind and neighbor chris and we hvae become better freinds then ever before we have been fishing, camping, looking for deer, looking for places to hunt, drinken a few beers here and there and just living again a feeling I had forgotten.
So much is changing in my life as oh here lately
a major career change for me is going on, new dreams new directions and new nightmares.
I read this on my brothers blog and its somthing the both of us have talked about many times I just wanted to share few key quotes.
"Im writing a bulletin so that 4,000 fucking people can understand the pain and torment that I go through on a fucking daily basis. Do you understand that the most successful people in this world took the hardest risks? I have NEVER in my life had anythign handed to me. I have worked my ass off for every fucking thing I have ever recieved, and I will not give up. No matter how much you fucking put me down, I will get back up and try even harder than the first time. I'm a fighter for life."
We fight for our dreams we never quit we give up our lives so that somebody else can live so somebody else will hopfully dream and then stand up and fight for it. We are who we are and I aint changin for nobody!
Its time to stop looking over my sholder and stop filling up tomorrow with yesterdays sorrows. This is my life and its time to stop dying! I have somthing to pass down, its time to start living again its time to start smiling again!
So much is changing in my life as oh here lately
a major career change for me is going on, new dreams new directions and new nightmares.
I read this on my brothers blog and its somthing the both of us have talked about many times I just wanted to share few key quotes.
"Im writing a bulletin so that 4,000 fucking people can understand the pain and torment that I go through on a fucking daily basis. Do you understand that the most successful people in this world took the hardest risks? I have NEVER in my life had anythign handed to me. I have worked my ass off for every fucking thing I have ever recieved, and I will not give up. No matter how much you fucking put me down, I will get back up and try even harder than the first time. I'm a fighter for life."
We fight for our dreams we never quit we give up our lives so that somebody else can live so somebody else will hopfully dream and then stand up and fight for it. We are who we are and I aint changin for nobody!
Its time to stop looking over my sholder and stop filling up tomorrow with yesterdays sorrows. This is my life and its time to stop dying! I have somthing to pass down, its time to start living again its time to start smiling again!