One Year...

[heatie76]

Tomorrow on March 22nd, 2004 will be my first year anniversary with a wonderful guy named Victor...he is the most amazing person that i have ever known and he has made the past year of my life completely wonderful...i still can not tell you all how lucky i truly am to have him in my life...we have been together..for a year...a whole year...but somehow...it does not feel like just a year...i feel like i have experienced so much being with him...i have done so much...and experienced so many things with him and i know that none of it would have been the same without him...we have been through so much together...we have laughed...cried...smiled...frowned...but through it all...we just fell more deeply in love...i dont know what i would do if he was not in my life...he is my support..he is my foundation...and without him...i would fall apart...there are so many memories from this past year...i dont even know where to start....hmmm....how about...the first day we "met"...we had been talking online...but we hadnt talked in person since we had told eachother that we liked eachother(did that make sense? to me it did) so i went to his volleyball game...i was so nervous...i was probably bright red...and as soon as i saw him...i got the biggest butterflys in my stomach...we were both so nervous that we didnt know what to say...but eventually we got some :)....then came monday...he waited and waited for me after my swim meet...because i really wanted to take him home...:) just to spend time with him...so i dropped him off...oh and remember..we hadnt kissed yet...so we were both once again...completely nervous...my hands were sweating...my heart was pounding that i swear he could hear it...and we tried to find something to say to keep him from leaving..but finally that time came....he said goodbye...i said it too...he leaned in...i closed my eyes...and......****FIREWORKS******...it was amazing...my head was spinning from that first kiss...and i think his was too beacuse as he got out of the car..he hit his head :) i know that probably bored most of you...but...that is just to let you know...how wonderful our relationship has been...because every kiss...every moment...is just like those first... :)...except now...we are so comfortable with eachother...that it is even better...i feel like i know him inside and out...and the more i know...the more i love...he is such a truly strong..smart..funny..caring..concerned..and just completely amazing man...and to think that he is all mine...well i must be the luckiest girl in the world...yes...we have had some really hard times...but nothing can compare to those wonderful moments and memories i have of us being together...the more that happens and the more we have to get through the stronger our love grows...and i know that the love that i have for this boy is...forever...i could not ask for anything more...he is everything i dreamt of and much much much much more...he is my prince charming...and i am the princess that he rescued...i am so lucky to have him...i know that when times get rough...he will be there...and when i just want to have some fun..he will be there...he has been through so much...and just came out to be a wonderful person...i have so much fun with him...it shouldnt be aloud :) hee hee...i think i will end this with a poem to him :) cheesy i know...but what can i say...i love him..he is my everything...and i just think that you all should know because i dont think i let you guys know enough :) so here it goes...

I lay in bed
and wonder how
i am so lucky

i have him
an angel
sent down from god

i have him
a shoulder
when i need to cry

i have him
soft hands and strong arms
when i need comfort

i have him
bright eyes, wonderful smile
when i need to laugh

i have him
a counselor
when i need advice

i have him
a best friend
when that is what im seeking

i have him
a reassurance
when my confidence is weak

i have him
a teacher
when i need to learn

i have him
a lover
when i need to be loved

luck,
thats all there is to explain
how i have him

okay..i know that is probably the worst poem u all have read but...it means a lot to me...i love you so much victor..you are my all..you are my everything...and you know that no matter how hard things can get...there is always our undying love that gets us through...happy early anniversary...i love you with all of my heart and soul and everything thing i have and all that i am...i love you...you make me feel amazing...you have made my life complete..you were that missing puzzle piece...and now i am whole...you make me feel like i am your princess...you make me feel like i am perfect...you are such an amazing person and i am the luckiest girl to be able to be with you...all i can say is....i love you...that is my summary of all of our times together...all the good times and bad...all the "fights"..all the make ups...i love you...means everything to me...who ever thought that three little words...could change so much and could mean so much...i love you

March 22nd 2003, 10:08pm
VICTOR A. PEREZ & HEATHER P. FIELDER
Love Always

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