The rain brings sadness

Jan 22, 2008 17:29

The rain is known for inducing depression... but what about invoking an internal need to express yourself. It is raining here. It is 32* right now and dropping so the rain will turn to snow. Thusly, my sadness will turn to a child like cheer. Anyway, I have been thinking... a lot.. about everything. I think I am a good person, but somehow I feel so unimportant. Especially when my own husband acts as if I am invisible. It hurts, to the core. Then again, I am slightly cold about it all. I almost feel like I have no feelings at all about it. I want to cry but no tears fall. Funny. Ironic. Maybe I am crying on the inside... something like a sad clown??? OK anyway, maybe tomorrow's snow will bring happy thoughts... or at least pseudo happy thoughts.... For a moment.. Please...

Rain, rain, go away
Come again some other day....
Remember that as a kid??? LOL 
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