Not much to say
I worked my ass of today.. but I had fun doing it. That is what matters. For some reason I feel pumped... dont know why.
On the other hand, Ryan has tried to pull the wool over my eyes by acting super-sweet. I mean he made me breakfast today and dinner before I got home. But he still refuses to get rid of his YahooIM chat girls. I am not sure what else to do. I tried being nice and asking him to get rid of them and nothing... It really bothers me that my feelings mean so little to him. If he felt this strongly about something, I know I would change it. Shit I did change. I stopped going to the clubs because he was super jealous. I stayed home my whole pregnancy and barely even saw my girlfriends for even a quick lunch. Why cant he just see what this is doing to me? Why doesnt he care? I dont know how I ended up with someone like this, honestly.
Anyway, wife swap is on tonight. And I am watching the baby while Ryan and Brit are at Karate. So I better get going. Just think of me in your prayers, and ask God to help guide me because I feel very lost. I dont think a marriage should feel like this.
On the other hand, Ryan has tried to pull the wool over my eyes by acting super-sweet. I mean he made me breakfast today and dinner before I got home. But he still refuses to get rid of his YahooIM chat girls. I am not sure what else to do. I tried being nice and asking him to get rid of them and nothing... It really bothers me that my feelings mean so little to him. If he felt this strongly about something, I know I would change it. Shit I did change. I stopped going to the clubs because he was super jealous. I stayed home my whole pregnancy and barely even saw my girlfriends for even a quick lunch. Why cant he just see what this is doing to me? Why doesnt he care? I dont know how I ended up with someone like this, honestly.
Anyway, wife swap is on tonight. And I am watching the baby while Ryan and Brit are at Karate. So I better get going. Just think of me in your prayers, and ask God to help guide me because I feel very lost. I dont think a marriage should feel like this.