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I was doing so well... talking to new people, doing things on my own, making my for me when he walks back in for 5 minutes... I am a mess. He has been out of town for two weeks - out of my sights - maybe not out of mind but still.... not easily available to me. He came over, brought me some stuff from the Jamaican market (patties, crackers and cheese) and we talked. Then he left. Again. I am here alone AGAIN. Why is this happening? Ughhhh