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Its so shitty losing things that once meant so much to you, and then when you are trying to get them back its just not the same. Or when something is just not right anymore, and its so hard to leave it alone. Yeah I hate that. Im over showing emotion, because when I kept to myself, I didnt get hurt as much. It takes two to tango though. I hate myself for it. No matter how much I try, I just cannot leave it alone. I could never leave someone I called a best friend alone. Its so easy for me to be left though. This is not about Fick. I repeat. Not about Fick. K thx.