respiration is inhibited and death results
The gods have finally starting throwing those lightening bolts I've been promised
Car accident - Target - today
Wrecked my day *sigh*
The last thing I wanted to happen, ever.
But what can you do, it happens
Just get back behind the wheel and continue on.
Other than that
Just wanted to thank a few really good friends
Who never, ever give up on me
I adore you folks (there's that wonderful word again)
Despite everything
Life is beautiful
I won't be a packrat with my emotions anymore
Any feelings not needed are gone.
Gone, gone, gone.
Pessimism, you dirty bastard
You come at the worst times.
I just want to see ATJ once this weekend
Just once.
It always happens though, so I won't worry
We're like magnets.. always coming together somehow
He kinda makes me happy :)
I'm not scared, which DOES scare me
We have feelings for each other.
But that's as far as it goes.
I'm comfortable with that.
I barely see him, but when I do, it makes up for all the times I don't.
And even though I'm technically alone right now
I know somehow I'm not
But I think too much.
Really, I do.
Hey, hey.
Did you know I love Manda and Jenni and Jess?
Oh, well... I do.
Manda is my little hope keeper
And she's made me realize I'll see the special ones this weekend
No matter what.
A quote from my other half
"Overall, life has been good, but there have been a lot of things out of place"
Couldn't have said it better
Alright.
Twice in one day
This journal is dense with my thoughts
I best give it a break
I adore ya's
Gobbs<3
And goodnight :)
Car accident - Target - today
Wrecked my day *sigh*
The last thing I wanted to happen, ever.
But what can you do, it happens
Just get back behind the wheel and continue on.
Other than that
Just wanted to thank a few really good friends
Who never, ever give up on me
I adore you folks (there's that wonderful word again)
Despite everything
Life is beautiful
I won't be a packrat with my emotions anymore
Any feelings not needed are gone.
Gone, gone, gone.
Pessimism, you dirty bastard
You come at the worst times.
I just want to see ATJ once this weekend
Just once.
It always happens though, so I won't worry
We're like magnets.. always coming together somehow
He kinda makes me happy :)
I'm not scared, which DOES scare me
We have feelings for each other.
But that's as far as it goes.
I'm comfortable with that.
I barely see him, but when I do, it makes up for all the times I don't.
And even though I'm technically alone right now
I know somehow I'm not
But I think too much.
Really, I do.
Hey, hey.
Did you know I love Manda and Jenni and Jess?
Oh, well... I do.
Manda is my little hope keeper
And she's made me realize I'll see the special ones this weekend
No matter what.
A quote from my other half
"Overall, life has been good, but there have been a lot of things out of place"
Couldn't have said it better
Alright.
Twice in one day
This journal is dense with my thoughts
I best give it a break
I adore ya's
Gobbs<3
And goodnight :)