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This hurr entry is dedicated to my friends
Female & male persuasion
I shall start with ze' girls... :)
I love Amanda Ann, Jenni Sue, and Jess Marie
And anybody who doesn't love them and respect them is
ABSOLUTLEY FRIGGIN CRAZY
I adore all three of them
So much.
--Amanda has been there through everything. Since day one. There's nothing I couldn't say to her. We'll just sit sometimes, in silence, and I feel completely comfortable with it, like we're having some incredible, epic, silent conversation. She's my everything and I couldn't imagine my life without her. I 100% absolutely need her to function normally.
--Jenni absolutely saved me a few years ago. I was falling apart, and she came along and took me in as her friend. I ended up having one of the best summers ever, and meeting one of the best friends of my life (her). We've managed to stay friends through everything, even when our connection was weak. We still held on. When we're together, nothing is ever boring. Whenever I talk to her, I immediately feel better, like things will be okay. She never loses faith in people, and I admire that about her.
--Jess is the sweetest girl I've ever known. She's been one of my best friends since the beginning of high school. Through all the years, we've gone through lots of different groups, but somehow, she and I always find each other. I let my stupidity get in the way, and let a year of our friendship go to waste. I feel really lucky to be able to be her friend again. It's like we never stopped being close. We've been through tons together, laughs, cries, bad times, good times. But she's one person I'll always want to have in my life.
And to my guys..
Who I never really gush about in here...
I think it's that time :)
Mark Alan, Sean William, Jeremy Joseph, Jordan Russell, and Chase Thomas
Who have been wonderful for the past many years as well
--Mark... I don't even know what to say...
Mark's been my life support for so long, and I love him so much
He's always been that one person who keeps me smiling, even when I don't want to
I'd do absolutely annnyything for him, if he asked me
And if I don't get to talk to him every day, I feel a little lost inside
I definitely need him in my life, always
--Jordan... has ALWAYS been there for me. He's somehow always there when I break down and cry, and he somehow always hugs me and puts me back together. He's like my big brother. I absolutely admire him, for being so strong, always.
He's the funniest person I'll ever know, and I love him tons. I couldn't imagine not having him in my life. There'd be a big hole there, where he should be, that couldn't be filled up by anyone else.
--Jeremy... I haven't known him for that long, but it feels like it's been forever and more
He listens to everthing I have to say, down to the last retarded comment.
And he gives me hope, cause I know he cares about my friendship no matter what
He's probably the only person I could sit and talk with allllll day and not run out of things to say
He's my black brotha :)
--Sean... Sean's always believed in me, and our friendship. He's one of the most amazing people I've ever met. There's not a day that goes by that I wonder if I'm alone, because I know he's always there, no questions asked. He's always got good insights, and he's such a good person to talk to
--Chase... I miss Chase... :( I'm not very close to him anymore, but he'll always be one of my best friends, no doubt in my mind. I've been through lots with him. He makes me feel safe, and I appreciate him for having me as his friend for all these years.
Well.
I guess
I'm REALLY, REALLY lucky
I have wonderful friends :)
Through the last 3 years, no matter what crappy stuff happens, these are the people that I always, always end up close to.
It's so nice... to say our friendships have passed the test of time
We've all had our fair share of problems, but those don't even matter
Made us closer in the end
Cause it makes me realize that if our friendships can survive all the bad stuff, and still be that good, then there's nothing that can destroy them
And even though we don't get to see each other as much as we used to
They're still my best friends, and they will be, no matter what
I feel really silly inside when I talk about this
Cause it makes me feel really happy
And I don't know what to do with all the happiness
*So thank you, you all
And I just wanna say
Even if you think you're alone
You never are
Even when I'm not around, I'm thinkin about ya's, always
And I'd never not be here*
Seriously.
Love for ALL MY FRIENDS
New and old
Near and far.
I love you all
Tons & tons & tons :) :) :)
Love to the people who I'm getting close to again (RANDY & ASHLEY & NIKKI)
And love for the people I've been getting to know lately... Nanz, Al<3, Patty, ALISHA (I LOVE YOU!), Dessa...
Idk. EVERYONE.
I just love you all.
And I'm in a mood where I want to celebrate it
Thanks to all for makin my life special!
In other news
Some other people
Need to stop being selfish
Need to stop treating others badly
Need to listen to others
Need to CARE
I'm slighty crabby today.
Can ya' guess
I got about 2 hours of sleep last night
To take an exam I probably failed haha.....
Tis just a day when everything goes wrong
It ended about 10 minutes ago when my dad came home from work
With his head split open, gushing blood
Cause he slipped and fell
That made me kinda upset
He's gone to the hospital to get cleaned up
And he's fine and all
But I can't handle seeing people I love getting hurt
Even if it's just a little bruise or a trip
It makes me sad inside
I think things are okay now
I got to talk to Jenni
And that made lotsa stuff better
Cause I've wanted to talk to her all weekend
Well.
Florida in 2 days
I guess I wish I wasn't going RIGHT NOW
Because I wanna spend time with my friends
Specially those who I haven't seen in a while
But oh well, what can ya do?
Enjoy it, haha, that's what
I want another tattoo...
I think my mom wants one too...
Cool
Well.
Have good mondays l-o-v-e-s
Bye :)
Female & male persuasion
I shall start with ze' girls... :)
I love Amanda Ann, Jenni Sue, and Jess Marie
And anybody who doesn't love them and respect them is
ABSOLUTLEY FRIGGIN CRAZY
I adore all three of them
So much.
--Amanda has been there through everything. Since day one. There's nothing I couldn't say to her. We'll just sit sometimes, in silence, and I feel completely comfortable with it, like we're having some incredible, epic, silent conversation. She's my everything and I couldn't imagine my life without her. I 100% absolutely need her to function normally.
--Jenni absolutely saved me a few years ago. I was falling apart, and she came along and took me in as her friend. I ended up having one of the best summers ever, and meeting one of the best friends of my life (her). We've managed to stay friends through everything, even when our connection was weak. We still held on. When we're together, nothing is ever boring. Whenever I talk to her, I immediately feel better, like things will be okay. She never loses faith in people, and I admire that about her.
--Jess is the sweetest girl I've ever known. She's been one of my best friends since the beginning of high school. Through all the years, we've gone through lots of different groups, but somehow, she and I always find each other. I let my stupidity get in the way, and let a year of our friendship go to waste. I feel really lucky to be able to be her friend again. It's like we never stopped being close. We've been through tons together, laughs, cries, bad times, good times. But she's one person I'll always want to have in my life.
And to my guys..
Who I never really gush about in here...
I think it's that time :)
Mark Alan, Sean William, Jeremy Joseph, Jordan Russell, and Chase Thomas
Who have been wonderful for the past many years as well
--Mark... I don't even know what to say...
Mark's been my life support for so long, and I love him so much
He's always been that one person who keeps me smiling, even when I don't want to
I'd do absolutely annnyything for him, if he asked me
And if I don't get to talk to him every day, I feel a little lost inside
I definitely need him in my life, always
--Jordan... has ALWAYS been there for me. He's somehow always there when I break down and cry, and he somehow always hugs me and puts me back together. He's like my big brother. I absolutely admire him, for being so strong, always.
He's the funniest person I'll ever know, and I love him tons. I couldn't imagine not having him in my life. There'd be a big hole there, where he should be, that couldn't be filled up by anyone else.
--Jeremy... I haven't known him for that long, but it feels like it's been forever and more
He listens to everthing I have to say, down to the last retarded comment.
And he gives me hope, cause I know he cares about my friendship no matter what
He's probably the only person I could sit and talk with allllll day and not run out of things to say
He's my black brotha :)
--Sean... Sean's always believed in me, and our friendship. He's one of the most amazing people I've ever met. There's not a day that goes by that I wonder if I'm alone, because I know he's always there, no questions asked. He's always got good insights, and he's such a good person to talk to
--Chase... I miss Chase... :( I'm not very close to him anymore, but he'll always be one of my best friends, no doubt in my mind. I've been through lots with him. He makes me feel safe, and I appreciate him for having me as his friend for all these years.
Well.
I guess
I'm REALLY, REALLY lucky
I have wonderful friends :)
Through the last 3 years, no matter what crappy stuff happens, these are the people that I always, always end up close to.
It's so nice... to say our friendships have passed the test of time
We've all had our fair share of problems, but those don't even matter
Made us closer in the end
Cause it makes me realize that if our friendships can survive all the bad stuff, and still be that good, then there's nothing that can destroy them
And even though we don't get to see each other as much as we used to
They're still my best friends, and they will be, no matter what
I feel really silly inside when I talk about this
Cause it makes me feel really happy
And I don't know what to do with all the happiness
*So thank you, you all
And I just wanna say
Even if you think you're alone
You never are
Even when I'm not around, I'm thinkin about ya's, always
And I'd never not be here*
Seriously.
Love for ALL MY FRIENDS
New and old
Near and far.
I love you all
Tons & tons & tons :) :) :)
Love to the people who I'm getting close to again (RANDY & ASHLEY & NIKKI)
And love for the people I've been getting to know lately... Nanz, Al<3, Patty, ALISHA (I LOVE YOU!), Dessa...
Idk. EVERYONE.
I just love you all.
And I'm in a mood where I want to celebrate it
Thanks to all for makin my life special!
In other news
Some other people
Need to stop being selfish
Need to stop treating others badly
Need to listen to others
Need to CARE
I'm slighty crabby today.
Can ya' guess
I got about 2 hours of sleep last night
To take an exam I probably failed haha.....
Tis just a day when everything goes wrong
It ended about 10 minutes ago when my dad came home from work
With his head split open, gushing blood
Cause he slipped and fell
That made me kinda upset
He's gone to the hospital to get cleaned up
And he's fine and all
But I can't handle seeing people I love getting hurt
Even if it's just a little bruise or a trip
It makes me sad inside
I think things are okay now
I got to talk to Jenni
And that made lotsa stuff better
Cause I've wanted to talk to her all weekend
Well.
Florida in 2 days
I guess I wish I wasn't going RIGHT NOW
Because I wanna spend time with my friends
Specially those who I haven't seen in a while
But oh well, what can ya do?
Enjoy it, haha, that's what
I want another tattoo...
I think my mom wants one too...
Cool
Well.
Have good mondays l-o-v-e-s
Bye :)