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I'm okay.
And I will continue to be okay.
Until the end of time
I'm walking on unstable ground right now though
And it's frustrating for me
I'm a lot vulnerable & a little lost
It's felt good to sit at home in my pj's, indulging in chocolate and cheesy songs.
And then.
I wonder.
Why, when something bad happens, do girls turn towards sad songs&movies
When, in the end, we know they'll only make us more sad.
Maybe, I guess, it helps release everything
Either way.
Idk.
I just really don't know.
But Coldplay is keeping me optimistic and happy
Because in 6 days
I'll be in Milwaukee, seeing them again.
And I don't even know what to say about that
I'm 10 million times more excited than I was the first time
Especially cause not only will I be able to see the stage this time (haha), I'll actually be up close to the stage.
And that's magnificent.
I love Chris Martin, but Guy Berryman has definitely found his place in my heart now too
Ohhhhh :)
This weather is CRAZY
I left for class this morning and it was raining
Then it started sleeting
And then.... lightning and thunder
And then.... snow
Just the craziest array of conflicting weather patterns ever
But it's awesome.
I surprisingly need this week
To be at home and relax
And get myself back up onto stable ground
Cause there is no way, NO WAY, I'm going to let myself stay this way.
No friggin way
And this weekend will be wonderful
Obviously.
I can't wait to hang out with my friends again
Cause no matter how much time I spend with them, it's never enough
Annnnd I love them all :)
We'll see about the boy.
I'd like to see him
But Idk if he deserves to see me right now
That's just something I need to decide
Ughhh
Sleep is so good
I love sleep
And the thunder started back up
So I'm going to go slip into a coma yet again
Payce&love&happiness
And I will continue to be okay.
Until the end of time
I'm walking on unstable ground right now though
And it's frustrating for me
I'm a lot vulnerable & a little lost
It's felt good to sit at home in my pj's, indulging in chocolate and cheesy songs.
And then.
I wonder.
Why, when something bad happens, do girls turn towards sad songs&movies
When, in the end, we know they'll only make us more sad.
Maybe, I guess, it helps release everything
Either way.
Idk.
I just really don't know.
But Coldplay is keeping me optimistic and happy
Because in 6 days
I'll be in Milwaukee, seeing them again.
And I don't even know what to say about that
I'm 10 million times more excited than I was the first time
Especially cause not only will I be able to see the stage this time (haha), I'll actually be up close to the stage.
And that's magnificent.
I love Chris Martin, but Guy Berryman has definitely found his place in my heart now too
Ohhhhh :)
This weather is CRAZY
I left for class this morning and it was raining
Then it started sleeting
And then.... lightning and thunder
And then.... snow
Just the craziest array of conflicting weather patterns ever
But it's awesome.
I surprisingly need this week
To be at home and relax
And get myself back up onto stable ground
Cause there is no way, NO WAY, I'm going to let myself stay this way.
No friggin way
And this weekend will be wonderful
Obviously.
I can't wait to hang out with my friends again
Cause no matter how much time I spend with them, it's never enough
Annnnd I love them all :)
We'll see about the boy.
I'd like to see him
But Idk if he deserves to see me right now
That's just something I need to decide
Ughhh
Sleep is so good
I love sleep
And the thunder started back up
So I'm going to go slip into a coma yet again
Payce&love&happiness