i know it's depressing but too bad
Well hello there fellow readers
i haven't updated in a while because i've been super busy and stressed out. Lately (as in this whole semester) i have just felt like nothing has gone right in my life between home life, i'm not doin so hot in school, my job stinks, my car keeps breaking down, my grandma is dying, etc... it's like i can't get a break. Last night i had my first break down. I just don't feel as strong as i used to and i know that everything happens for a reason and that when you're at an all time low the only way to go is up but it doesn't feel that way. every day is just worse then the one before. Maybe i just need a vacation or to get away from cmu for a few days i don't know. i just wish something amazing would happen to me to get me out of this rut because i just have not been myself lately. But i just push it away because i don't want people to feel sorry for me or see me as weak. i guess this is just a way for me to vent. Sorry its so depressing and sorry if i pushed you away last night i just needed my space.
thanks for listening and don't worry i'll be fine.
-heather
i haven't updated in a while because i've been super busy and stressed out. Lately (as in this whole semester) i have just felt like nothing has gone right in my life between home life, i'm not doin so hot in school, my job stinks, my car keeps breaking down, my grandma is dying, etc... it's like i can't get a break. Last night i had my first break down. I just don't feel as strong as i used to and i know that everything happens for a reason and that when you're at an all time low the only way to go is up but it doesn't feel that way. every day is just worse then the one before. Maybe i just need a vacation or to get away from cmu for a few days i don't know. i just wish something amazing would happen to me to get me out of this rut because i just have not been myself lately. But i just push it away because i don't want people to feel sorry for me or see me as weak. i guess this is just a way for me to vent. Sorry its so depressing and sorry if i pushed you away last night i just needed my space.
thanks for listening and don't worry i'll be fine.
-heather