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i feel like everything in the past two weeks has just been satan trying to attack me so much.
even though there have been times that i havent had alot of money, i've never not been able to pay my bills. i can't pay my cell phone bill this month, nor do i have any money for gas because my car decided to break down twice in two weeks and ended up costing me almost $400...half of which was birthday money so that kinda bummed me out. i feel like i can't save money for the life of me.
then on top of all of that my wisdom teeth are coming in crooked and they can't get me in for two weeks (this friday being the end of the two weeks). my bottom one is coming in under my jawbone so it makes it really difficult to talk or eat. they gave me some medicine but its just been making me really sick to my stomach and so i just decided it was best not to take anything rather than just getting sick all day long and my mouth still hurting.
and it doesnt help that i havent seen clint in over two weeks. i miss him so badly. i'd give anything to just be able to see him on a regular basis again like a normal couple, ha. and he isnt big on talking on the phone and he works all the time so that just makes things worse. i think with that it makes it really easy for me to become insecure and frustrated just because sometimes i feel like he doesnt care...and he does. its just hard to be able to show how much you care about someone when all you do is talk on the phone a little bit everyday.
some of our best friends are moving back to canada this morning. they are moving up to plant a church there, and as i am SO excited for them, i will miss them dearly. we hope to try to go a visit them next year.
/complaining.
i know God is working in my life though. i feel like i'm growing more everyday. Our church FINALLY got a building so we dont have to worry about moving around from place to place every few months anymore. i have a wonderful and encouraging church family. I'm engaged to a wonderful man even though i get frustrated with him sometimes. :] i do have my health. i have a job that i really love.
i'm trying to stay positive despite everything kind of going wrong but i know that its all in Gods hands.
edit:
the dentist are trying to get me into the office tomorrow, if not i'll be getting my teeth out on friday. please pray for me, as the last one i got taken out it didnt go to well. =/
even though there have been times that i havent had alot of money, i've never not been able to pay my bills. i can't pay my cell phone bill this month, nor do i have any money for gas because my car decided to break down twice in two weeks and ended up costing me almost $400...half of which was birthday money so that kinda bummed me out. i feel like i can't save money for the life of me.
then on top of all of that my wisdom teeth are coming in crooked and they can't get me in for two weeks (this friday being the end of the two weeks). my bottom one is coming in under my jawbone so it makes it really difficult to talk or eat. they gave me some medicine but its just been making me really sick to my stomach and so i just decided it was best not to take anything rather than just getting sick all day long and my mouth still hurting.
and it doesnt help that i havent seen clint in over two weeks. i miss him so badly. i'd give anything to just be able to see him on a regular basis again like a normal couple, ha. and he isnt big on talking on the phone and he works all the time so that just makes things worse. i think with that it makes it really easy for me to become insecure and frustrated just because sometimes i feel like he doesnt care...and he does. its just hard to be able to show how much you care about someone when all you do is talk on the phone a little bit everyday.
some of our best friends are moving back to canada this morning. they are moving up to plant a church there, and as i am SO excited for them, i will miss them dearly. we hope to try to go a visit them next year.
/complaining.
i know God is working in my life though. i feel like i'm growing more everyday. Our church FINALLY got a building so we dont have to worry about moving around from place to place every few months anymore. i have a wonderful and encouraging church family. I'm engaged to a wonderful man even though i get frustrated with him sometimes. :] i do have my health. i have a job that i really love.
i'm trying to stay positive despite everything kind of going wrong but i know that its all in Gods hands.
edit:
the dentist are trying to get me into the office tomorrow, if not i'll be getting my teeth out on friday. please pray for me, as the last one i got taken out it didnt go to well. =/