you know no one is ever going to replace you, right?
15 days left til summer. 15 days til i'm not so sick. 15 days to a clean house and NJ. 15 days to my boyfriend's face everyday for 3 months. 15 days til my family and my mya baby and my iddy son. 15 days til friends. 15 days til summer. 15 days and fucking counting.
i'll forever be sick. those who know me know why. for a long time i've learned to live with it. at times it gets hard, like now. i'm on medicine that is going to make me lose weight which is totally awesome, but i've heard bad things about it. like i'm going to lose taste and weird things, but whatever. i can't take 3 to 4 migraines a week. home and i'll be healthy.
i need a job. i need to graduate. i need a life. i need a lot. ha. i need to go to sleep mainly.
goodnight.