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It's my birthday and I'm feeling great! Wow!
I rarely have the type of optimism and enthusiasm I currently have at the moment, and it's nice to have it! When I was younger, I felt it much more.
(that goes for most things)
Anywho, I aint trying to say anything important. Well, I mean it's important but know that I'm not trying to be eloquent or anything of that sort. I'm just trying to tell myself that I'm feeling good, and that I can do what I like. And that life aint over. There are always things to look forward too, to believe in, and to fight for. There will always be things to work on. I'm excited about that.
Talking to Emmy this weekend really just, you know, snapped me into it. By it I mean deliberately improving my mindset when it comes to myself and my insecurities. I do make say think many negative things about myself, and I don't need to.
Mom got me a spa package deal for my birthday because I've worked so hard. And, you know, she's right. I have worked incredibly hard. And I've done things I'm proud of. And I've been a person I'm proud of. So, cool. I can't wait for the swedish massage! And facial! And hand massage! I don't know if I'm excited about the foot massage... I think I might switch that with some hot tub time.
Looking forward to being relaxed!
Yeah man feeling good not giving a care about anything.
I rarely have the type of optimism and enthusiasm I currently have at the moment, and it's nice to have it! When I was younger, I felt it much more.
(that goes for most things)
Anywho, I aint trying to say anything important. Well, I mean it's important but know that I'm not trying to be eloquent or anything of that sort. I'm just trying to tell myself that I'm feeling good, and that I can do what I like. And that life aint over. There are always things to look forward too, to believe in, and to fight for. There will always be things to work on. I'm excited about that.
Talking to Emmy this weekend really just, you know, snapped me into it. By it I mean deliberately improving my mindset when it comes to myself and my insecurities. I do make say think many negative things about myself, and I don't need to.
Mom got me a spa package deal for my birthday because I've worked so hard. And, you know, she's right. I have worked incredibly hard. And I've done things I'm proud of. And I've been a person I'm proud of. So, cool. I can't wait for the swedish massage! And facial! And hand massage! I don't know if I'm excited about the foot massage... I think I might switch that with some hot tub time.
Looking forward to being relaxed!
Yeah man feeling good not giving a care about anything.