Lift you up and take you out of here.
The twins from camp, possibly two of the most lovely individuals I've ever met -- very gentle, kind, innocent, and understanding, told me that my aura was lavender. I think? Or at least they said it was a very fitting color for me. Anywho, a book I've been reading mentions a lavender aura. Apparently, lavender aura's signifies that the individual is aquiring a more spiritual level of consciousness.
Which sounds pretty nice to me. Perhaps I've remembered things incorrectly and the twins did admit they have just begun studying auras, but it's still nice. I don't think you are supposed to know what color they are. They did tell me that it was a kind aura, so that's good!
I'm a bit lonely tonight. Perhaps it was my little scare -- what if it had been worse and I was all alone? I'm notriously bad at communication -- it could have been days before I was found.
Yoi!
Puts things in perspective!
Many people have suprised me with their level of care/concern. Man, I need to really reevaluate my time/care/concern.
In other news
I get very scared that negative energy is polluting those that I care about. Making things too muddy, too scary, too worthless for them. And of course, I've been there, so I know. It's wretched. I wish I were more... eloquent and/or more intelligent, maybe I could help more. All I can do is just, be myself I guess. I found that I made the most positive changes at camp when I was just myself for the kids/my friends.
I really miss my camp friends, and I miss all the things you could do there. You can mean so much to the kids, really. I know my camp conselors are still some of the coolest people in my mind, and that when I was younger I wanted to be just like them. I love working with kids. Scratch that -- I love hanging out with kids and just bullshitting. Some of my favorite nights were spent just hanging out in the cabins instead of going out on my nights off. Dancing and singing, learning about their lives, just talking and being myself, and them being themselves.
Man, and my friends there, gosh. I miss them. They are all SOOOO different and weird, but they've got the biggest hearts in the entire world.
My top thing to look for from now on - heart n' soul.
Which sounds pretty nice to me. Perhaps I've remembered things incorrectly and the twins did admit they have just begun studying auras, but it's still nice. I don't think you are supposed to know what color they are. They did tell me that it was a kind aura, so that's good!
I'm a bit lonely tonight. Perhaps it was my little scare -- what if it had been worse and I was all alone? I'm notriously bad at communication -- it could have been days before I was found.
Yoi!
Puts things in perspective!
Many people have suprised me with their level of care/concern. Man, I need to really reevaluate my time/care/concern.
In other news
I get very scared that negative energy is polluting those that I care about. Making things too muddy, too scary, too worthless for them. And of course, I've been there, so I know. It's wretched. I wish I were more... eloquent and/or more intelligent, maybe I could help more. All I can do is just, be myself I guess. I found that I made the most positive changes at camp when I was just myself for the kids/my friends.
I really miss my camp friends, and I miss all the things you could do there. You can mean so much to the kids, really. I know my camp conselors are still some of the coolest people in my mind, and that when I was younger I wanted to be just like them. I love working with kids. Scratch that -- I love hanging out with kids and just bullshitting. Some of my favorite nights were spent just hanging out in the cabins instead of going out on my nights off. Dancing and singing, learning about their lives, just talking and being myself, and them being themselves.
Man, and my friends there, gosh. I miss them. They are all SOOOO different and weird, but they've got the biggest hearts in the entire world.
My top thing to look for from now on - heart n' soul.