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[heatherslj]

i got my license! oh yes! just no car...so its kinda pointless..but my moms trying..thats hte best anyone can do..nickis away at her g mas..happy thanksgiving to everyone! hmm/ im lonely...i think i want a bf whos intimidating..i had someone n mind but hes deff. leaving for the marines or something..heartbroken...not really..bc it was just a crush..and a crush (in my eyes)is just when u like someone and it would be nice if yall got together but if u didnt it wasnt the end of the world..like..u can do without that person..we just had so much to talk ab..not relaly tho..lol/ like we knew of eavh other just never talked and the first time we did talk (last weekend) we talked ab sex. kinda funny..and it was a good convo too! lol..very funny..i mean its not everyday u meet someone and the first thing yall ever talk ab is that!! hmm/ brandon and curtis came oover for a little while..then left..pointless..nickis comin home sat morn so were going out sat night and hopefully we'll see my CRUSH.who shall remain nameless!! i havent updated in a whle..im gonna mess around on lj..see whats crack a lackin! ha..i think it be neat to have an online bf..i donno..lol..not like 'lets go out and meet' or anything..but like 'lets talk online..blah' im soo bored i thin i might go to a chatroom ha..tomm night im going out with joal and ken..they just have to call?! if not..ill be sure to call them bc i amd NOT gonna stay home on a fri night and + ive been in kina a depressed mood for a while that im gonna make sure im gonna have ALOT of fun! no no..not a depresseed mood..more of a im not loved mood! sometimes i wonder if me and the friends i have now will stay in touch or how things will change..im almost positive nicki and i will always k i t~ but its still questionable..i wish the hottest senior would look twice at me! lol.yea that was kinda random.but it just doestn get better then him..(nameless) not saying looks are what matter..if anything they really dont..but if ur lucky enought ot have someone whos nice and hot then thats a + ! my curling iron steams and burns off my hair so i had to put all my bangs to the other side to cover up the burnt off pieces which is a hassle and doesnt look right! i got to dentist on mon to do my molds for my retainer then i get my braces off on the 18th and leavd with my retainer..which is odd but oh well! im happy! ok..well im off to do nothing! i think i wanna get in a fight with someone on a chatroom..thatll brighten my thoughts!
xoxox
goodnight
and happy thanksgiving again!