Piss Piss Piss...
Damnit...I'm screwing things up again.
I just want things to go back to normal and when I act normal, he doesn't. When he's normal, then I'm not.
The house is so much more fun when he's not there.
It feels like the more I tell him how I feel or the nicer I am the worse it gets.
Right now we're at an all time low. There's nothing I can do and the ball is in his court. I just wish I knew what to do. The more I just "be", the worse it gets.
I never knew not being in a relationship could be harder than actually being in a relationship.
I just want things to go back to normal and when I act normal, he doesn't. When he's normal, then I'm not.
The house is so much more fun when he's not there.
It feels like the more I tell him how I feel or the nicer I am the worse it gets.
Right now we're at an all time low. There's nothing I can do and the ball is in his court. I just wish I knew what to do. The more I just "be", the worse it gets.
I never knew not being in a relationship could be harder than actually being in a relationship.