i miss him
gosh i miss talking to josh..its not fair. i know he's dating kc (atleast i think) but we used to be good friends and we dont even talk anymore! how gay is that crap..im not asking him to like me i just wish things were like they used to be..BUT hes happy so thats good.
WELL TODAY WAS KINDA SCARY --> britt and i went to macarthur mall and my uncle took us and went in but we split up andi thought that he was going home and so did britt. as it turned out he was waiting for us the whole time so he was just chillin in the car for like 2 hours..not our fault bc he didnt say he was staying..maybe he should go drink another..yeahhh but we called my gma and she called him and told him where to meet us and stuff and when we got there he pretty much said this to us FUCK SHIT HELL FUCK FUCK FUCK..atleast thats all i heard cause i really wasnt listeing to that bs. the scary part was on the way home he was still pretty pissed and we were going over this little bridge in the middle of traffic and it curves..and he just pounded the excelerator and got up to the 90s on a 35 mph road..then on the curve he was going so fast that the tired skidded and we were rolling on just the two on the left side..thats when i started to wigg out. i flipped on him. it was pretty funny..
im not going to tenn. anymore..kinda sucks cause i really wanted to go. but im going to field hockey camp so it should be good. im excited.
alright later <3 heather