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[heatherquee]

Ugh I think I'm getting a cold.. well its that or allergies. I'm not sure which would be worse. because I cold with all of its glory isn't fun, but it goes away. My allergies? Not so much. Of course I can't be sick right now. I really can't take time off. I mean work is getting busy and missing one day would bury me at work. I don't want to be there anymore then I absolutely have to. Its hard working there day in day out when my heart is somewhere else. Its off with a little boy with bright brown eyes and a smile that can turn the worst of days around in a heart beat. How did I ever leave my life without him? I truly can not say he makes everything so much better. His smile when I come to pick him up after work. his attempts to leap out of my mom's arms into mine. It makes everything so much better fuller. That makes the upcoming busy season slightly worse but better all at the same time. Worse because it could mean less time to spend with my little man. Better because I know he'll be there waiting for me at the end of the day.

Meh theirs more I wanted to write but I've started to get a wicked headache and since my precious boy didn't give me a fight with sleeping its best I go do the same and say good night for now.